"Dear child oh child look to me and you will always find mercy, grace even love of a far greater kind with every single breathe you take please remember why I came down to save you, the reason that I died Ive given you the grace to overcome this world so dont be discouraged my brave precious girl for I am always near you I am always here to comfort you and guide, to take away your fear so come to me my child come recieve my grace for I forever love you forever and always Love Jesus" My wallpaper for my phone. Daily reminded for me. :) written by my bestfriend. Thank you so much.:-)

I haven't wrote in a long time. I don't have time to anymore but I have a free chance so I thought why not? People might think I'm okay and I have it all together but inside I'm struggling to hold it all together right now. Each day I fall apart a little more due to people. And then it gets turn back to how I'm starting drama and I'm the problem. I will say I'm sorry for whoever I have hurt. I really am sorry. I'm sorry for not listening and for not stopping. I will though because I want things to work out. If people lived in my shoes for one day.. You might understand a bit more why so stressed and tired. The past two weeks. I've lost my bestfriend due to drama. One day we are laughing and then next we can't talk. I guess some people think oh he didn't mean anything to you. You really didn't care about him. But I did VERY much so! He was the one who kept me going during the day. He was the one I could trust 110%. On top of that I babysit two kids full time now 7:30-5:15 and had VBS at 5:30. I loved VBS for the part of the kids and being a help. But a week of seeing my bestfriend and couldn't talk to him killed me. Knowing you couldn't talk to him but could only see him just hurt me. I know I blown things out of water and I'm sorry. Lack of sleep isn't good for me! Lol I know there's nothing going on with my friends and should have taken it to God instead of asking about it. I'm still learning things. I'm really trying my best to work things out by taking it to God. I'm really trying to be someone your proud of. :-)