SMALL Glimpse of my week...

Trust God. 
Right now that's what my whole life is depending on. Trusting God. 
I haven't wrote in a while. I started to write about how crazy my week has been but every time I deleted the post. If you know me you know my life verse is "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him,and he will make your paths straight. "(Proverbs 3:5, 6 NIV) I don't know why I adopted that verse. A few years ago I did. But right now in my life that's what I'm holding onto. I even put trust God onto my nails. I'm stealing my friend's idea. When something is important they apply it everywhere in their life. Trusting God is very important."In you, Lord my God,I put my trust. "(Psalm 25:1 NIV) This week has been extremely hard for me. After having a dream that someone was trying to kill me Wednesday night,I was very jumpy yesterday.  Everyone asked if I was okay and I said yes but really I wasn't. I was mad and frustrated with life. With my family. I was under attack.  But what I didn't realize is that what I needed to do was just let go and trust God. I'm like God why can't I be.... And God says Trust me. I'm growing you to be prepared for your future. Last night at cell group I had a hard time. I'm the baby in the group. Four of the girls went to school together and the other is in college. I felt like a fish out of the water. They were sharing "remember when" stories. God says trust me I'll get you through it. It will help you. Your important and your not alone! I've been really under attack this week. Super bad. I hate the devil. Soooo much. Anything I can do to make him mad, I will. Trust me now. I will. he better watch out because this girl hates him and is mad at him.
Dear God your amazing. I love you so much!! I know your always with me and thank you for that. Even when I'm down, I know you are there. My hope and trust are in you! I put my trust in you and not in men. In Jesus Name Amen