God's love

Today I was talking to my bestfriend and they said something that broke my heart. They said they find it hard loving them self. Which I had a feeling they did. As I was sitting here praying for my friend and asking God why they find it hard, I got an answer. And it's the number one reason why we all at times hate our selfs. Because we think other people don't like us. Which perfectly goes along with my cell group lesson. See God doesn't place something on your heart on purpose. There's always a plan to God's what we call "craziness" which is actually called His Will. 

People in life have given up on us. The ones we truly love don't like us. We have thought negative about ourselves. 

I've been there. I had my girls examine their hearts, and as I examine mine,so guilty as well. 

But God did something amazing because HE LOVES YOU THAT MUCH! He died! He died for you! So next time you think I don't like myself right now, remember the cross. God thinks so highly of you. You please Him. You make Him so proud! The gifts He gives you, it touches His heart when you use the for His Glory! Makes His heart overfill with joy. He placed people around you who truly love you, realize that. 

I have that love for you that God does, that's why I'm not giving up. 

When you think I don't matter, you do! To God and to me so much! Next time you think why? Know God has a plan. Next time you think I don't like myself, know that He does! He wouldn't have made you if He didn't  love you! 

We need to all remember the cross that how much God loved us to die for us. 

Father God, 

Pour down your Holy Spirit right now. Father like a mighty water fall, let it fall, let it fall. Let us get our eyes  back upon to you. Let us not care about what anyone thinks about us. And God let us not even care what we think about ourselves. Father all that matters is that you care about us. Father God, I want to live my life in such a way that you are always smiling. Father God, your amazing! Father thank you for loving me so much! Father when I don't think highly of myself, let me rebuke that thought in Jesus name! Because we are princes and princess of the most high God! There is no one who loves you like God does! No one!! He's the almighty God who can take anyway any hurt and pain! Your heart has to unfold before God and you have to be real In front of God. Father God I thank you for everyone who reads this because they are so important to you. Father I thank you for your Holy Spirit that dwells in us. I thank you for the gifts you give people, thank you for my gifts. I will forever praise your holy name. For you are worth every praise I sing. For every act of worship. For everything I do is for your glory! In Jesus Wonderful Amazing name Amen 

You Guys, 

God really loves you. No matter what, He will always love you. There's nothing that you can do that will make Him stop loving you. But He wants to have a personal relationship with you. He wants to be your Father. He wants to help you, you just have to make that choice and run to Him. He's always there waiting for His children to run to Him  to Him with open arms. He wants to pick you up in your arms and love on you. You just have to make the choice. 

The other night my ribs started to hurt really bad. I couldn't even sleep because they hurt that bad. I've been praying and just keeping strong. Last night I was so sick of the pain. As I was laying down I started to pray and pray believing God will heal me! As I was praying there was a time for a while where I literally couldn't pray. I just laid there soaking in God's presence. My life is so crazy busy with everything it was just awesome to be there in God's presence. Lately I've been feeling very overwhelmed with life. The other night I cried out to God saying God I can't take much more. It took a quiet place and spending time with God to feel his overwhelming presence. Which He gave me words so that's always a plus!

" I melt in your presence, I melt in your peace, your arms wrapped around me,the only place I want to be." 

God's arms wrapped around me.. The only place I want to be... That's my prayer right now. We all need to remember in God's arms is the only place we should want to be. We need to remember He will protect us and take care of us! In His arms of Love, Mercy, and Grace. He will take care of us and love on us if we allow Him too. 

Once we quite down our minds and have our complete focus on Him, He will show up! And if you believe for a miracle of healing, He will heal! 

We need to stop putting limits on God. Once we limit Him, we limit His power. I've said this before and I never want to put God in a box. Because He is bigger than any box, and He will take you anywhere if you don't put Him in a box. 

Never let people stop you from doing God's will. :) 

Six years ago I felt hopeless. I was getting into a lot of trouble and I just wanted to die really. I thought there was no hope for my life. No way God could forgive me. I messed up big time. I thought about cutting myself many times. By the grace of God He stepped in right before I did and saved me. Every time, He was always there to save me. No matter how Unfaithful I was, He was always faithful. Three years ago I got into some deep trouble. There was so many things going on. We started a new church and I completely gave my life to Christ. He forgave me off all my stupid sins and I found hope. My broken life was restored, because He loved me that much. After messing up over and over again I knew I couldn't go back to my old life. I had a new life.. A new hope. I found my hope in God. He made me new and all my stupid sins were no longer hanging onto my life. I've been recently praying for this girl who is friends with my friend. I don't know this girl but my heart breaks for her. She feels hopeless and I've been there. I felt like I've disappointed God so much there was no way that Ge could forgive me! But that was a lie! The Word of God says If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)  God is a great Father and wonderful God. As I was praying for this girl, God gave me this song. 

I'll lift you up
I'll hold your hand 
I'll be there for your child til the end 
Don't worry about what to wear 
Or what to drink 
Fall on your knees and seek me 
I formed you by hand 
Never left your side 
Don't ask me why 
I'll be your guide 
Follow the light leave your old life behind 
There is hope for your life 
Don't hurt yourself or cry tonight 
I'm there hold onto me tight 
All your prayers will reach me tonight 
Child just make me the love of your life 
I'll lift you up
I'll hold your hand 
I'll be there for your child til the end 
Child your so important to me 
I'm creating you into who I want you to be 
Love me with an unconditional heart 
Leave your life in my hands 
You won't fall through the cracks 
I'm the almighty God just breathe and relax
I'm made your for a special purpose 
Cant you see 
Your life is so important to me 
 Stop striving to please man 
Only strive to please me 

Father God I love you with all my heart 
I'll leave my worrying behind 
And trust in you my guide 
Your making me into who I am 
I will live for you til the end 
Father giving my life to you was just a start. 

So I haven't wrote in a while I know. I was thinking what should I write about? Then it hit me. Determined. I was thinking about today and I was learning to play the guitar. I had a few people who were like "oh she will never learn" " her hands are to small to play" little comments like that hit  home with me and makes me what to prove them so wrong. Making them eat their words. I'm a very determined person. As long as I can remember I was determined. From learning a cartwheel to you name it, I won't give up while I have completed what I started. In my life that's the one thing that's always the same, the nay sayers. I love to prove people wrong. Lol 
I know in everyone's life that's reading this we all have nay Sayers in our life. What do you do when they put you down? 
I uses to believe the lies they told me. When they said you can't do this, I wouldn't. I already set myself up to fail. But you know? That's exactly what the devil wants. God gives us wonderful gifts and hidden talents I'm finding. He gives us the ability to do things for HIS glory. I'm finding this to be very true in my life. 
We have got to get ourselves out of the "I can't " mind set. 
Instead we should be saying I'll try! Because God wants us to try and will help us. Never give up. It takes about 21 days to start a habit and 7 to break one. Once we start saying I can't. I can't. I can't. We will never try and never move out of the I can't stage in our life's. If we can I can. I'm going to try, we will move forward in life. 
I can do all this through him who gives me strength. (Philippians 4:13 NIV)

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