Six years ago I felt hopeless. I was getting into a lot of trouble and I just wanted to die really. I thought there was no hope for my life. No way God could forgive me. I messed up big time. I thought about cutting myself many times. By the grace of God He stepped in right before I did and saved me. Every time, He was always there to save me. No matter how Unfaithful I was, He was always faithful. Three years ago I got into some deep trouble. There was so many things going on. We started a new church and I completely gave my life to Christ. He forgave me off all my stupid sins and I found hope. My broken life was restored, because He loved me that much. After messing up over and over again I knew I couldn't go back to my old life. I had a new life.. A new hope. I found my hope in God. He made me new and all my stupid sins were no longer hanging onto my life. I've been recently praying for this girl who is friends with my friend. I don't know this girl but my heart breaks for her. She feels hopeless and I've been there. I felt like I've disappointed God so much there was no way that Ge could forgive me! But that was a lie! The Word of God says If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)  God is a great Father and wonderful God. As I was praying for this girl, God gave me this song. 

I'll lift you up
I'll hold your hand 
I'll be there for your child til the end 
Don't worry about what to wear 
Or what to drink 
Fall on your knees and seek me 
I formed you by hand 
Never left your side 
Don't ask me why 
I'll be your guide 
Follow the light leave your old life behind 
There is hope for your life 
Don't hurt yourself or cry tonight 
I'm there hold onto me tight 
All your prayers will reach me tonight 
Child just make me the love of your life 
I'll lift you up
I'll hold your hand 
I'll be there for your child til the end 
Child your so important to me 
I'm creating you into who I want you to be 
Love me with an unconditional heart 
Leave your life in my hands 
You won't fall through the cracks 
I'm the almighty God just breathe and relax
I'm made your for a special purpose 
Cant you see 
Your life is so important to me 
 Stop striving to please man 
Only strive to please me 

Father God I love you with all my heart 
I'll leave my worrying behind 
And trust in you my guide 
Your making me into who I am 
I will live for you til the end 
Father giving my life to you was just a start.