Isaiah 40:8

The grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of our God stands forever.” (Isaiah 40:8 NIV84)
I came across this verse this week. Everything happens for a reason and I know God let me come across this verse for a reason. There are many verses that help me in life. God will give us verses and later reveal the meaning to us. I flipped open my Bible last night and once again I flipped to the verse but in 1 Peter 1:24-25 which reads:For,“All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall,the word of the Lord stands forever.”And this is the word that was preached to you.
I began to ask God for a personal meaning for this verse. It looks like an easy simply verse but when God gives you a verse you better bet it has a personal meaning for you life!
So ill break it down for you..
All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field
Glory-We are to give God all the Glory! We aren't to be prideful, when we see God move in our life, praise Him and give Him ALL the glory. For we can't do anything without God! He works through us. For we are the clay and He is the potter. Yet, O Lord, you are our Father.We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand. (Isaiah 64:8 NIV)

the grass withers and the flowers fall-
I have to say.. This part scares me because if we are the "grass" it says we will withers. I believe this part is talking about the Lukewarm Christians and the ones who it's "look at me" and how great I am! But it says that "their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall" another translations says the flowers fade. Flowers= men's glory.
God should really be getting all the glory in your life. We can't praise idols and people because they will fade. Someone gave me this verse that God gave them for me it's:Do not put your trust in princes,in human beings, who cannot save. (Psalm 146:3 NIV) this goes right along with Isaiah 64:8. So many people are deceiving themselves putting there trust in humans that will fade if they aren't walking with God.
Giving people glory who shouldn't be receiving it.
People! Turn your eyes to heaven! He is the one that made you! He is the one who helps you! He is the only person who will never stop loving you! He is the only person who keeps EVERY PROMISE! He will never leave you, never forsake you! He will always be your Father! He is the great and mighty God who wants to pour out His blessing on you. He just wants you to give Him all the glory. It hurts God when we don't. Because its saying you didn't do this( which He did! And if you say God didn't work when He did, that's blaspheming the Holy Spirit and the one and only unforgivable sin) and I don't need you( which you do!) Its putting God in a box. When you put God in a box YOU are limiting God. We shouldn't put limits on God but say MY GOD! YOU CAN HAVE ALL OF ME! YOU CAN WORK IN MY LIFE. YOU FATHER ARE HOLY AND I TAKE THE LIMITS OFF! WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE, GO FOR IT! IM OPEN TO EVERYTHING YOU HAVE FOR ME!
"the word of the Lord stands forever"
That means the WHOLE BIBLE every WORD, every PROMISE, everything will stand FOREVER. INFINITY. God isn't a lier. He keeps His word. I can tell you that for a fact!
God bless you all!:)
Oh and today is November 1st! What I like to call Thankful Month... Today I'm thankful God created me!!!:) No one was born on purpose!“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” (Jeremiah 1:5 NIV84) how amazing is that! Before we were thought of by our parents.. We were on God's mind! I don't know about you all but that makes me cry! That's how amazing God is! Praise you Father God!

Blessed

Blessed!
I haven't wrote anything in a while. Sorry! I've been extremely busy. The only free time I get now is after 4. God is amazing though. This past Saturday I met my new baby cousin and she was prefect with me. I stared to babysit her Monday. It's been crazy. I still babysit my other cousin too who's three. I feel like a single mom with two kids from 8-4 lol I'm so not a morning person and going to bed at 11:30/12ish and waking up at 7:20 is hard. This morning I started babysitting at 7:45 and ended up rocking the baby and myself to sleep. Anyways.. Today I just realized how blessed I am. I make decent money ad most important I get to be a Godly influence to my cousins. To be able to do that is amazing! My life now is dedicated to babysitting and Church. Win win!:) well I do have church tonight and I got off babysitting early so ill wrote more later. Nap time!
God bless.:)

God's love

Today I was talking to my bestfriend and they said something that broke my heart. They said they find it hard loving them self. Which I had a feeling they did. As I was sitting here praying for my friend and asking God why they find it hard, I got an answer. And it's the number one reason why we all at times hate our selfs. Because we think other people don't like us. Which perfectly goes along with my cell group lesson. See God doesn't place something on your heart on purpose. There's always a plan to God's what we call "craziness" which is actually called His Will. 

People in life have given up on us. The ones we truly love don't like us. We have thought negative about ourselves. 

I've been there. I had my girls examine their hearts, and as I examine mine,so guilty as well. 

But God did something amazing because HE LOVES YOU THAT MUCH! He died! He died for you! So next time you think I don't like myself right now, remember the cross. God thinks so highly of you. You please Him. You make Him so proud! The gifts He gives you, it touches His heart when you use the for His Glory! Makes His heart overfill with joy. He placed people around you who truly love you, realize that. 

I have that love for you that God does, that's why I'm not giving up. 

When you think I don't matter, you do! To God and to me so much! Next time you think why? Know God has a plan. Next time you think I don't like myself, know that He does! He wouldn't have made you if He didn't  love you! 

We need to all remember the cross that how much God loved us to die for us. 

Father God, 

Pour down your Holy Spirit right now. Father like a mighty water fall, let it fall, let it fall. Let us get our eyes  back upon to you. Let us not care about what anyone thinks about us. And God let us not even care what we think about ourselves. Father all that matters is that you care about us. Father God, I want to live my life in such a way that you are always smiling. Father God, your amazing! Father thank you for loving me so much! Father when I don't think highly of myself, let me rebuke that thought in Jesus name! Because we are princes and princess of the most high God! There is no one who loves you like God does! No one!! He's the almighty God who can take anyway any hurt and pain! Your heart has to unfold before God and you have to be real In front of God. Father God I thank you for everyone who reads this because they are so important to you. Father I thank you for your Holy Spirit that dwells in us. I thank you for the gifts you give people, thank you for my gifts. I will forever praise your holy name. For you are worth every praise I sing. For every act of worship. For everything I do is for your glory! In Jesus Wonderful Amazing name Amen 

You Guys, 

God really loves you. No matter what, He will always love you. There's nothing that you can do that will make Him stop loving you. But He wants to have a personal relationship with you. He wants to be your Father. He wants to help you, you just have to make that choice and run to Him. He's always there waiting for His children to run to Him  to Him with open arms. He wants to pick you up in your arms and love on you. You just have to make the choice. 

The other night my ribs started to hurt really bad. I couldn't even sleep because they hurt that bad. I've been praying and just keeping strong. Last night I was so sick of the pain. As I was laying down I started to pray and pray believing God will heal me! As I was praying there was a time for a while where I literally couldn't pray. I just laid there soaking in God's presence. My life is so crazy busy with everything it was just awesome to be there in God's presence. Lately I've been feeling very overwhelmed with life. The other night I cried out to God saying God I can't take much more. It took a quiet place and spending time with God to feel his overwhelming presence. Which He gave me words so that's always a plus!

" I melt in your presence, I melt in your peace, your arms wrapped around me,the only place I want to be." 

God's arms wrapped around me.. The only place I want to be... That's my prayer right now. We all need to remember in God's arms is the only place we should want to be. We need to remember He will protect us and take care of us! In His arms of Love, Mercy, and Grace. He will take care of us and love on us if we allow Him too. 

Once we quite down our minds and have our complete focus on Him, He will show up! And if you believe for a miracle of healing, He will heal! 

We need to stop putting limits on God. Once we limit Him, we limit His power. I've said this before and I never want to put God in a box. Because He is bigger than any box, and He will take you anywhere if you don't put Him in a box. 

Never let people stop you from doing God's will. :) 

Six years ago I felt hopeless. I was getting into a lot of trouble and I just wanted to die really. I thought there was no hope for my life. No way God could forgive me. I messed up big time. I thought about cutting myself many times. By the grace of God He stepped in right before I did and saved me. Every time, He was always there to save me. No matter how Unfaithful I was, He was always faithful. Three years ago I got into some deep trouble. There was so many things going on. We started a new church and I completely gave my life to Christ. He forgave me off all my stupid sins and I found hope. My broken life was restored, because He loved me that much. After messing up over and over again I knew I couldn't go back to my old life. I had a new life.. A new hope. I found my hope in God. He made me new and all my stupid sins were no longer hanging onto my life. I've been recently praying for this girl who is friends with my friend. I don't know this girl but my heart breaks for her. She feels hopeless and I've been there. I felt like I've disappointed God so much there was no way that Ge could forgive me! But that was a lie! The Word of God says If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)  God is a great Father and wonderful God. As I was praying for this girl, God gave me this song. 

I'll lift you up
I'll hold your hand 
I'll be there for your child til the end 
Don't worry about what to wear 
Or what to drink 
Fall on your knees and seek me 
I formed you by hand 
Never left your side 
Don't ask me why 
I'll be your guide 
Follow the light leave your old life behind 
There is hope for your life 
Don't hurt yourself or cry tonight 
I'm there hold onto me tight 
All your prayers will reach me tonight 
Child just make me the love of your life 
I'll lift you up
I'll hold your hand 
I'll be there for your child til the end 
Child your so important to me 
I'm creating you into who I want you to be 
Love me with an unconditional heart 
Leave your life in my hands 
You won't fall through the cracks 
I'm the almighty God just breathe and relax
I'm made your for a special purpose 
Cant you see 
Your life is so important to me 
 Stop striving to please man 
Only strive to please me 

Father God I love you with all my heart 
I'll leave my worrying behind 
And trust in you my guide 
Your making me into who I am 
I will live for you til the end 
Father giving my life to you was just a start. 

So I haven't wrote in a while I know. I was thinking what should I write about? Then it hit me. Determined. I was thinking about today and I was learning to play the guitar. I had a few people who were like "oh she will never learn" " her hands are to small to play" little comments like that hit  home with me and makes me what to prove them so wrong. Making them eat their words. I'm a very determined person. As long as I can remember I was determined. From learning a cartwheel to you name it, I won't give up while I have completed what I started. In my life that's the one thing that's always the same, the nay sayers. I love to prove people wrong. Lol 
I know in everyone's life that's reading this we all have nay Sayers in our life. What do you do when they put you down? 
I uses to believe the lies they told me. When they said you can't do this, I wouldn't. I already set myself up to fail. But you know? That's exactly what the devil wants. God gives us wonderful gifts and hidden talents I'm finding. He gives us the ability to do things for HIS glory. I'm finding this to be very true in my life. 
We have got to get ourselves out of the "I can't " mind set. 
Instead we should be saying I'll try! Because God wants us to try and will help us. Never give up. It takes about 21 days to start a habit and 7 to break one. Once we start saying I can't. I can't. I can't. We will never try and never move out of the I can't stage in our life's. If we can I can. I'm going to try, we will move forward in life. 
I can do all this through him who gives me strength. (Philippians 4:13 NIV)

Remove can't from your vocab and add can.  

Recently I watched a video called I am I must. It was an amazing video. I am a child of God and I MUST fulfill His purpose for my life. How do we know what's God's purpose for our life is? I'll share my story and how I found God's purpose for my life. 
Ever since I was little I always wanted to be a teacher. Teaching was my passion. As I got older I wanted to go to college and open up a Christian based preschool. In 9th grade I took the CPT and didn't pass. I was like that's okay, next year I'll pass. Well next year came and I didn't pass. And the end of that year I took it again and didn't pass. At this point I was feeling like a huge disappointment. And hopeless. Everyone was praying for me that I would have wisdom and would pass. So three times down.. One more to go. Didn't pass that time either. Okay.. Talk about really hopeless! Instead of getting mad at myself for in my eyes "failing" I decided to pray. Around the same time a missionary came to our church and spoke. It touched my heart how God was using her to reach kids and give them a safe house. Right before she came and spoke,God laid missionary on my heart. Like a few days after I failed for the fourth time. Looking back, I couldn't even tell you why it was laid on my heart ( oh because of God ;)) lol  
So when God lays something so heavily on your heart, PRAY! Don't tell anyone.. Pray! Pray for conformation. That's exactly what I did. I always like to include a number of times for conformation. Usually 3 times. 3 times He did! During this time I was in the school of leaders in my church. It was a wednesday night and the lesson was about prayer. We got to pair up in groups of three to pray. I right away said I want Mrs. Wendy and Mrs. Barb! Remember I still haven't told anyone I wanted to do missionary. So I just told them to pray for guidance for my future. And they were praying and at the same time said missionary. My jaw dropped. One.. Two.. Three. It was confirmed. 
There's so many things you have to do to prepare to be a missionary. I'm working on that to do list! Growing and becoming all God wants me to be before I start missions. 
My passion for missions has never changed. The fire in my heart for it never goes away. That's how I know it's my MUST in my life. 
There's a few must in my life like this one. :) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlv5vyWF2rI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

The Greater the Opposition, the Greater the Opportunity

Every time God puts a fresh new idea in our hearts or gives us a dream, vision or new challenge for our lives, the enemy will be there to oppose us.

God constantly calls us to new levels. Some seem big and important; others seem relatively small or insignificant. Whatever the case, when we reach a new level with God, we will face a new level of opposition from our enemy, the devil.

Along with opposition, however, comes opportunity, but God is always with us, and we have no need to fear. Some things may seem too great for us, but nothing is impossible with God. He is not surprised or frightened by anything, and with Him, we can accomplish any challenge set before us.

If you are determined to reach the new levels God is calling you to, then don't give up in the face of opposition. Instead, realize that the greater the opposition, the greater the opportunity in front of you. Be courageous, and draw boldness and courage from the Holy Spirit, for He is always with you.

Prayer Starter: God, don't let me falter in the face of opposition. I know that You have great plans for me and great opposition only means a greater opportunity. I trust You and I know that You can take me to new levels.

Dealing with things the right way.. 
I've been struggling with my new cell group lately. I've been trying to deal with it the best I can with God helping me. Trying to fit in and just be myself. Being yourself means others will have a problem with that. But no one is perfect and we all have our corks about us. Last week at cell group it was good. I didn't feel like I belonged though. But I do and my life matters. Yesterday I had to say okay God, who's teaching tonight like to talk about about herself. (Pastor's wife wasn't there to teach:( ) Please help me set aside all my feelings and get something out of tonight. I was fine the whole night. I didn't feel alone. I got something out of the message.  Then we were sitting around talking and it got brought up about how many pictures I post on instagram. And the remarks and comments started to fly! That makes it twice now this week that me posting to many pictures were brought up. There was so many emotions that were running through me. I was mad,upset, wanted to cry. I just said Fine if you don't like how many I post then unfollow me. I don't care. Later my sister was like oh Hannah we were just joking. But that was after the fact she saw how hurt I was. Okay.. Joking. You say it once. Not joking.. You keep on saying it. I mean when you have comments like oh yeah if you ever want to know what Hannah ate or is doing.. Check Instagram. Or oh I bet she couldn't go without a day without posting.. Oh she would just post all the pictures Saturday that she took Friday. Really... What does it matter how many pictures I take!? Is it hurting you? Nope. Didn't think so. 
Anyways.. Last night I came home and took a shower and cried and prayed. You know, I hate being mad and upset with people. It kills me inside. I really had to ask God for His help. Because I could have went around and said well you talk to much about yourself. You blah blah blah. But God really helped me to keep my mouth shut. If I'm upset and need to deal with it, I just need to be alone for a while. In my house there's no chance of being alone and dealing with things on your own. Everyone had to put there input in. (and yea I'm still kind of dealing with what happened) 
So this morning my daily bible verse is:Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ. (Galatians 1:10 NIV)
I would say so weird but nothing is weird when you have God on your side! So instead this is a So God moment! So now I sit and say okay God. I get it! Your testing me to see who am I going to please! Like last night when I got home I deleted instagram off my phone. That was to get people's approval. If I'm doing things right and living my life for God then that's all that matters. In the bible it doesn't say anywhere that it's a sin to take so many photos. It doesn't say thy shall only post a photo a day. But it does say thy shall love their neighbor. And part of loving is understanding. Understanding someone means getting to know them. And if you see a comment you made hurt someone, don't keep making the same comment. Know where they are coming from. I post so many pictures for a certain reason. No know has to know why I do what I do. They just have to know that everything I do is for a reason. There is always a madness to my methods. Lol 
Oh and thank you to my two friends who didn't join in the bashing Hannah last night and who said they liked my photos. I love you! :) 

Key points:
Seek God's approval and not men. 
Don't be a people pleaser. 
Always pray. 
Clam down before you speak. 
Don't change yourself to get humans approval, if you do something for a reason and it's not hurting God or you, your fine. :) 
LOVE everyone for who they are. :) 
Craziness and all. ;) 

These past weeks I've been dealing with people telling me two things 1:I talk to much.2: I take to many pictures. Me being the people pleaser I am took it to heart. I don't want people to think I'm annoying. It's been bugging me for awhile. Last night everyone was like yeah you do take a lot of pictures. I was annoyed by the comments and was just like whatever. It really got me in a bad mood though. I had to really go to God and ask for His help. Because my flesh was weak and I wanted to go off on some people. Lol I learned though that this is how God made me. So what if I talk to much. If you don't like it, don't be my friend. So what if I want to capture God's beautiful works. If you don't like it, stop following my pictures. Lol. A wise friend of mine said this and it's perfect for this blog post: Don't worry about what others may think, don't assume either. My friend and I was talking about a different subject but what they said really hit home with me. Because lately I've been caring what other people think. In life we shouldn't care. The way I look at it is does my talking bring glory to God? Or doesn't it. And same thing with my pictures. We shouldn't care what others think. We should only care what God thinks. Plain and simple. Do the best you can do for God. Don't worry about what people think. 
I'm grateful and blessed for my wonderful friends. The ones who love me for who I am. Although at times I know a pain in the butt and crazy. Your all are wonderful and I deeply love each one of you guys! For the Godly wisdom and love you all speak into my life. :) I hope I'm a good friend to you all. 

Life is a Puzzle

Life is a puzzle
Right now I feel like my life is a puzzle. A huge puzzle at that! Lol as I just put together a puzzle it reminded me of my life. But in my life, God is putting together my puzzle. It starts with this verse:"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,before you were born I set you apart;I appointed you as a prophet to the nations." (Jeremiah 1:5 NIV) 
God created us and isn't just going to create you and leave you. 
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." (Deuteronomy 31:6 NIV)
What I really want to focus on is trusting God enough to say your will Lord not mine. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him,and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5, 6 NIV) I know people who get engaged and then break it off. They will say oh it's the Lords will but really it's their own. When it's the Lords will you will know. We have to take our own wants out of our life's and put Gods in. Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4 NIV)
That's a promise right there!! If we delight (1 : a high degree of gratification : joy; also : extreme satisfaction
2 : something that gives great pleasure) Ourselves in the Lord He WILL give us our hearts desires. 
I think God places desires on our hearts. But He's testing us to see what we do. Do we delight in Him? I love God so much. I delight in Him. 
So the question is why are we scared of God's will? For me I'm scared. 
Although God says:So do not fear, for I am with you;do not be dismayed, for I am your God.I will strengthen you and help you;I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10 NIV)
There's a situation on my life where other people have controlled it to much. It's hard when the people is your family. I'm so much a family girl. I love my family. After the sixth grade I was around my family 24/7. But it's my life(well God's life) I have to do what God calls me to do. I can't wait to be a missionary. But my parents will/are going to have a hard time with that. But! I can't just let them control what God has in store for me. I'm a pawn in God's game. Not anyone els. With God controlling my moves. Yesterday a lady at church told me something God gave her when I was being prayed for. What she said was right on with my life. It made me have a knot in my stomach because I knew what I had to do... And I want to do it but scared of the outcome. But later that day after talking to someone I knew it was God's will. No doubt about it. 
So yeah my life puzzle is CRAZY! But God guiding my steps.. It will be good crazy because my life is Gods. 
The Lord makes firm the steps
of the one who delights in him; though he may stumble, he will not fall,
for the Lord upholds him with his hand. (Psalm 37:23, 24 NIV)
Who's in control of your life? 
A person's steps are directed by the Lord.How then can anyone understand their own way? (Proverbs 20:24 NIV)
In their hearts humans plan their course,but the Lord establishes their steps. (Proverbs 16:9 NIV)

SMALL Glimpse of my week...

Trust God. 
Right now that's what my whole life is depending on. Trusting God. 
I haven't wrote in a while. I started to write about how crazy my week has been but every time I deleted the post. If you know me you know my life verse is "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him,and he will make your paths straight. "(Proverbs 3:5, 6 NIV) I don't know why I adopted that verse. A few years ago I did. But right now in my life that's what I'm holding onto. I even put trust God onto my nails. I'm stealing my friend's idea. When something is important they apply it everywhere in their life. Trusting God is very important."In you, Lord my God,I put my trust. "(Psalm 25:1 NIV) This week has been extremely hard for me. After having a dream that someone was trying to kill me Wednesday night,I was very jumpy yesterday.  Everyone asked if I was okay and I said yes but really I wasn't. I was mad and frustrated with life. With my family. I was under attack.  But what I didn't realize is that what I needed to do was just let go and trust God. I'm like God why can't I be.... And God says Trust me. I'm growing you to be prepared for your future. Last night at cell group I had a hard time. I'm the baby in the group. Four of the girls went to school together and the other is in college. I felt like a fish out of the water. They were sharing "remember when" stories. God says trust me I'll get you through it. It will help you. Your important and your not alone! I've been really under attack this week. Super bad. I hate the devil. Soooo much. Anything I can do to make him mad, I will. Trust me now. I will. he better watch out because this girl hates him and is mad at him.
Dear God your amazing. I love you so much!! I know your always with me and thank you for that. Even when I'm down, I know you are there. My hope and trust are in you! I put my trust in you and not in men. In Jesus Name Amen

Self less

Hello my wonderful followers. 
Today I learned to be self less instead of selfish. I've never been a selfish person at all. I've always been pretty much self less. Any one who knows me will know this. Lol I love my family and love my sister but sometimes she only cares about herself. Like today at lunch I was joking and said oh will you pay for mine? And she was like no you have your own money. I was like wow thanks. I told my mom this and she said she will pay me back what I spent. Lol and then we got home and my mom who was up all night taking care of my sick brother and dad wanted to take a nap. My sister on the other hand wanted to go to the mall.  I was like wow. Really. I told my mom I would stay home so she could rest. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, (Philippians 2:3 NIV) in the Bible it talks strongly against being selfish. God wants us all to be humble and not selfish. He wasn't selfish when creating you and sending Jesus to die for us. If we love people which we should then we should love them enough to put away our selfish desires to help other people! Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you. (Matthew 5:42 NIV) Check out this promise God tells us in  His word:God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them. (Hebrews 6:10 NIV) 
I think that verse sums it all up. 
Be self less today! Be humble. :) 

Don't understand

I honestly don't understand how any one can be mean to a child. No matter what age of "how bad" the kid is. A kid is a child of God and should be treated like it! Today in Walmart there was these two girls about the age of 5. The dad sat there and yelled at one of the girls. The poor baby started to cry and it broke my heart completely! The two girls were dirty and it made me sick. The parents both had the "I don't care.. " attitude all over their faces. The little girl looked at me and it was hard to smile at her knowing what she was probably feeling inside. I honesty just want to go over and hold her and comfort her. Don't get me wrong.. I believe in discipline when needed. But I also believe you should do everything in love. The little girl touched something her dad told her not too. He screamed at her hateful. I understand that kids at times can do horrible. But if your horrible to them that's not teaching them anything. I babysit my little cousin. She's 3 now. I love her to the moon and back.(like she says) The other day she hit me. I made her look at me in the eyes and say sorry and told her hitting isn't right. People always say I let her get by with two much. But I love her and feel bad for the poor child. She's bounced away from 4 different houses. Parents aren't together. But I do teach her what's right in wrong. For what she learns now is what she will hold onto. Same with us. What we learn is what we will hold onto. So the question is what are you learning? Is it Christ and living a life like He did? (your answer should be yes!!) 
Okay so I know this post is everywhere here. More of me just going on and on but! There are a few points. 
1:kids are from God. Teach them in the right ways. 
2:it's our job to teach kids. No excuse. 
3: love everyone ! 
4: learn more about God each day 
5:God loves you so much :) 

God cares!

Who cares? 
This seems to be on a few people's minds lately. Mine being one. Who cares about me? I'm going to be open with you all okay. I hate hate hate being alone. I can't stand being alone. I have to know someone cares about me. Growing up the middle child in a house of seven, you tend to be forgotten about. It never fails like when we go out to eat, I always get my food last or they forget to put my order in. One time we went to DQ and my dad ordered Icecream for everyone but me. I was like... This is just nice.:( it's not like they mean to do it but it does hurt. The past few weeks I've been in a no one cares mind set. But in all reality people do care about you. And there will always be one person that will NEVER stop caring! Jesus! My best friend I know cares about me. But right now they can't be there for me like they want to be. Like I want them to be. I thought they didn't care about me anymore. But in all reality they care about me so much that they want to do things right in their life. I see that. Although at times it's hard for me to accept that and do the same. I'm trying. And I'm sorry, I really am trying. And I appreciate from the bottom of my heart for doing things right! I have a really great friend who's on the same page as me with this who cares about me state. I just want to let my friend know that I care. And Jesus does. When everyone doesn't seem to care I will always care! "Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got Me and Jesus by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you got me and Jesus" I some times wonder why God do I have to be the one who goes through this no one cares state. God I know you always care about me! I truly do. Why? God reminds me if I haven't let you go through that.. How will you help other people get thought this state. And then God places people in my life who needs help in this area. God has a sense of humor at times. Lol I love helping people. It's why I'm here on this planet to help other people. People might think my life is perfect but it's not. I just don't open up until I really feel like they need to hear my story. I've been through a lot in my life. God gets all the glory to where I was to who I am now. I thank God for my testimony because I can help other people with it. Our testimonies are proof of what God can do. Never be ashamed by it. Uses it to help others change their lives too! As for me I know people care about me. I know God does. I know I'm loved by the king. I'm okay with being alone. Me being alone is just a better way for me to fall in love with my God like never before. God is writing my story. I know there's a lot more to come in life. Good times and bad. Tests for sure. But God loves me and will use me. I know that for sure, He already has and I'm not going to prevent Him to use me more. I'm His. He's called me to missions. I'm going to be a missionary. Everything thats happen to me in life just gave me a better testimony of how great our God really is. 
Father God, 
I sit here with tears in my eyes thinking about how great and wonderful you truly are! Taking me from ashes to beauty. Your a glorious God. Amazing God! Wonderful Father. Father God I pray for the people who don't feel like anyone cares! Father please wrap them in your mighty arms and let them know that YOU care! You love and care about your children. Fallen or close! Father let everyone knee bow and every heart cry out to you! Father God your holy and wonderful!!! No questions asked! I love you so much! In Jesus Holy name I pray Amen! 
Glory to God forever and ever amen! 

I love this song! Explains how I feel :)

Audience Of One lyrics
Songwriters: Weaver, Michael;

I come on my knees to lay down before You
Bringing all that I am longing only to know You
Seeking Your face and not only Your hand
I find You embracing me, just as I am

And I lift these songs
To You and You alone
As I sing to You
In my praises make Your home

To my audience of one
You are Father and You are Son
As your spirit flows free
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise You

And now just to know You more
Has become my great reward
To see Your kingdom come
And Your will be done
I only desire to be Yours, Lord

So what could I bring to honor Your Majesty?
What song could I sing?
That would move the heart of royalty
And all that I have is the life that You?ve given me
So Lord, let me live for You, my song with humility


And Lord, as the love song
Of my life is played
I have one desire
To bring glory to Your name

To my audience of one
You are Father and You are Son
As your spirit flows free
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise You

And now just to know You more
Has become my great reward
To see Your kingdom come
And Your will be done
I only desire to be Yours, Lord

And we lift these songs
To You and You alone
As we live for You
In our praises make Your home

To my audience of one
You are Father and You are Son
As your spirit flows free
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise You

And now just to know You more
Has become my great reward
To see Your kingdom come
And Your will be done
I only desire to be Yours, Lord

Yours alone, You alone, yeah

My favorite song recently :)

Somedays I’m feelin’ like I
Can’t win, can’t get it right and it
Don’t matter how hard I try
Today is not my day
When it feels like I’m going crazy
And it looks like nothings changing
Come sun come rainy day
You are still the same

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and night
In the good, in the hurt
In the places I hide
When I rise, when I fall
You’ll be there through it all
At the start, at the end In the center of the center of it

Some nights I lay awake and I
Can’t push these thoughts away
I’m worried where I’m gonna go
Where I’m gonna be are You gonna be there for me
When it feels like the doors are closing
Gotta trust that You’re doing something
Come sun come rainy day
You are all I need

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and night
In the good, in the hurt
In the places I hide
When I rise, when I fall You’ll be there through it all
At the start, at the end
In the center of the center of it

There will be days I will forget
Everything You’ve done for me
But when I go back there again
I’m reminded

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and night

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and the night
In the good, in the hurt
In the places I hide
When I rise, when I fall You’ll be there through it all
At the start, at the end
In the center of the center of it
The center of it all, the center of it
In the loss, in the win
In the beauty and the sin
At the start, at the end
In the center of the center of it

Hello again.. 
I haven't been writing a lot lately. I just haven't been in the greatest mood. Been under attack by everything this week. For some stupid reason instead of realizing the attack and rebuking it right away, I let it eat at me. Until I knew I couldn't take it anymore! Maybe I'm a bit stubborn. Maybe I just wanted people to really care about me. But people really do if I realize it or not. If we realize it or not. There will always be someone who has your back 24/7. Jesus. My sweet wonderful Jesus. When are we going to learn Jesus is the only way. When are we going to learn Jesus is there for us? When are we going to learn if we trust Him.. Give Him our 100%.. He will help us? This week I've been feeling pretty sick. I was in a pity party state. I was in a no one cares state. I was in a don't care, leave me alone state. I would ask people to pray for me but really wouldn't pray for myself. Honestly I have NO clue why I was in this state. Maybe it's because I felt like I've fallen away from God some. Maybe it was because I was spending time watching tv then reading my Bible. Guys, if you feel like you should read your Bible there's a reason. If you feel the Holy Spirit tugging your heart too, there's a reason. I will have to say God is so loving. No matter how away you feel from Him, He's right there. He's watching you and protecting you. Because He loves you that much! He loves me that much. Tuesday night I was so tired of being sick. I prayed out my heart to be healed. Wednesday I woke up feeling fine again! PTL. It was time for me to get back on the right track. It was time to stop putting meaning less stuff over God. It was time to get serious again about God. It's so easy to get off track but once your on the right track, it's a much better track. What I love about God is that during this all, He still was using me to reach out to younger girls. PTL. How wonderful is that. It's like I was saying I'm not good enough God for you to use and He was saying Hannah yes you are! And shown me I was! There's nothing I love more than my God! :) 
I waited patiently for the Lord;

he turned to me and heard my cry. 

 He lifted me out of the slimy pit,

out of the mud and mire; 

he set my feet on a rock 

and gave me a firm place to stand. 

 He put a new song in my mouth,

a hymn of praise to our God. 

Many will see and fear 

and put their trust in the Lord.

 Blessed is the man

who makes the Lord his trust,

who does not look to the proud, 

to those who turn aside to false gods.

 Many, O Lord my God,

are the wonders you have done. 

The things you planned for us 

no one can recount to you; 

were I to speak and tell of them, 

they would be too many to declare. (Psalm 40:1-5 NIV84)

So true! Joyce Meyer..

In my life I'm always having people saying you should do this or that. Trying to run my life for me. So this is perfect for me today! PTL:) we only need to be working on pleasing God and living for Him!! 

You're Only Accountable to God 

Too many people never get around to fulfilling God's purpose for their life because they're so busy keeping everyone else happy. The world is filled with people who think they know what you should be doing with your life. 

But the Bible says you will give an account to God, not anyone else, of how you've lived. So if you're not already doing so, you need to start living in a way that will enable you to stand before Him without shame. 

Are you daring enough to follow your heart rather than the crowd? Are you focused even when many voices try to draw you away from your purpose? 

There are two kinds of people in the world: those who wait for something to happen and those who make things happen. God has called you to do great things for His Kingdom, don't shy away from it. 

You need to be intentional. You need to live life on purpose. Don't just wait around to see what everyone else is going to do and then follow the crowd. Stir yourself up, make a decision, and get going! 

Prayer Starter: Lord, I only want to live my life to please You, not others. I boldly step into the purpose You have for me. I will not sit back, but I will purposefully live my life for You.

This is how I feel..

It's been so long since
You felt like you were loved
So what went wrong
But do you know
There's a place where you belong
Here in My Arms

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

The pain inside
Has erased your hope for love
Soon you will find
That I'll give you all
That your heart could ever want
And so much more

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

You just call My name
You just call My name
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name


The love I have for you is so alive
The love I have for you is so alive
You just call My name

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got Yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end you're still my friend, at least we did intend for us to work
We didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

So easy is our life, what's mine is yours and yours mine. Hardly do we ever fight, we'd rather be kind

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get dark
Healing this broken heart
And I know I'm worth it
I'm worth it

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, 
I am loved, we've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We've got a lot to learn
And we're worth it

I won't give up 

Be YOURSELF!

So! This girl started to follow me on twitter and turns out she has been coming to my church. Me being me(blonde!) just put them two together. Today she made a comment that I was really pretty and she loved my personality. She also said having Godly infulence in her life is great.In life we always try to be what other people want us to be. What the world wants us to be. I want to be who I am. Who God calls me to be. His Disciple. It goes to show of you just be yourself, people will notice God in you. (if your a Christian) John 13:35 is a great verse! By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." (John 13:35) Truly having a loving heart isn't hard. Once you realize He loved us first it makes things easier. That's biblical too! We love because he first loved us. (1 John 4:19) I encourage you all today to be yourself. People will notice God in you if your just yourself and no body els. And love people! Love them because you choose to love them. People aren't perfect, and your not perfect but God still loves you. Love people because they are God's people. I'm learning to take a step out side my comfort zone and reach out to people. If God places someone in your life, you can bet its for a reason. ( probably to get them saved) God loves you and wants you to be His hands and feet. :) 

Blessings

Good evening my faithful readers!

Here where I live we have the real life children's ranch. They take in kids who were abandon by their parents. It's a really wonderful thing what they do for these kids! Some of the kids have been coming to my church. Every Sunday I make sure I go and say hi. This past Sunday a little girl who was 7(and the sweetest thing ever!!) and me just clicked right away. She grabbed ahold of my legs and wouldn't let me go. During vbs I had a little 5 year old from the ranch in my group. He was so sweet and nice. One of my co leaders didn't know he was from the ranch and told him he had to wait for his parents. My heart broke when he said " I don't have a mom or dad." a little 5 year old boy saying this! I thought how in the world could anyone abandon this precious gift from God!? These kids didn't have a choice. They didn't say I want to be left. They just were. We all take so many things in life for granted. I have a home and a family. These kids don't. Although my parents drive me crazy at times, I have them. God gives us so many blessings in life that we don't see. Many we should open our eyes open more and realize just how blessed we are! Not saying this in a boastful way but God has giving me a heart for kids. I love them to death. Seeing just these few kids without parents made me want to do something. I'm working on seeing what I have to do to volunteer there. Giving up my time to just show these kids hey there is someone who cares for you. God will place people in your life. He gives you blessings. What you do with the blessing is up to you. But I know I want to make my Father happy. I know what blessings He gives me and I want to take good care of them. Because one day these blessings won't be in our life if we don't. What's God blessing you with tonight? Comment and let me know! Don't forget to email me your prayer request at hityourkneesinprayer@gmail.com 

But the Lord said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7 NIV)

Yes, this will be the blessing

for the man who fears the Lord. (Psalm 128:4 NIV)

Afraid to love
Something that could break
Could I move on
If you were torn away?
And I'm so close to what I can't control
I can't give you half my heart
And pray He makes you whole

(Chorus)
You're gonna have all of me 
You're gonna have all of me
'Cause you're worth every falling tear
You're worth facing any fear
You're gonna know all my love
Even if it's not enough
Enough to mend our broken hearts
But giving you all of me is where I'll start

I won't let sadness steal you from my arms
I won't let pain keep you from my heart
I'll trade the fear of all that I could lose
For every moment I share with you

Chorus

Heaven brought you to this moment, it's too wonderful to speak
You're worth all of me, you're worth all of me
So let me recklessly love you, even if I bleed
You're worth all of me, you're worth all of me

Chorus (X2)

It's where I'll start 

:)

Dark clouds gather 'round
There's every reason to back down
Your excuses are running out
But now's no time to leave

Just tryin' to walk the line
It's not enough to get by
All it does is keep you blind
But if you truly want to see

Turn and face the wind
Let the storm begin

Love's not safe at all
Love might let you fall
Love's not easy
But it's good, it's good, it's good
Love will take your time
Love might feel unkind
Love will break you
But it's good, it's good, it's good
Oh it's good

It's ok to start again
You've got to lose to win
And right where the end begins
That's where you find yourself

Losing all control
Finally letting go

Love's not safe at all
Love might let you fall
Love's not easy
But it's good, it's good, it's good
Love will take your time
Love might feel unkind
Love will break you
But it's good, it's good, it's good
I know it's good

Anything good in life's
Gonna take a sacrifice
Don't let up when it's tough
Don't ever give up the fight (x3)
Everything you need in life
Was given by his sacrifice
I will give it all to you
I will give it all to Christ

He's not safe at all
He might let you fall
He's not easy
But He's good
I know He's good
He will take your time
He might feel unkind
He will break you
But He's good, He's good, He's good
I know He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good
I know He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good
I know He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good 

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.

 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,”says the Lord. On the contrary:

“If your enemy is hungry, feed him; 

if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. 

In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:9-21 NIV84)

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self‑seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. (1 Corinthians 13:1-13 NIV84)

Joyce Meyer(so good! So true! Perfect for today!)

The Key to Possessing Your Promised Land 

God wants to lead you into your promised land...after all, you have been recreated in Christ, born anew, that you might live the good life that God prearranged for you. But to follow God into that life, He will have to prepare you first, and that means some things will need to change. 

Now, don't be afraid of the word change; it just means that you stop doing some things you've been doing and start doing some things you haven't been doing. For example, stop thinking negative thoughts and start thinking positively, stop settling in your comfort zone and step out of the boat, stop procrastinating and start taking the opportunities that arise. 

It's not enough to just read about and talk about the Promised Land. Decide that you are going to possess your promised land. God is good; He will lead you there. Just be willing to follow and accept the positive changes that God wants to bring to your life as He prepares you to be a blessing to others. 

Prayer Starter: Holy Spirit, show me the changes I need to make in order to possess my promised land. Thank You for preparing me to be a blessing to others and fulfill the destiny You have for me.

If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of
Then cool is just how far we have to fall
And I am not immune, I only wanna be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall

Can I lose my need to impress?
If you want the truth, I need to confess

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

Burn away the pride, bring me to my weakness
'Til everything I hide behind is gone
And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on
'Cuz honestly, I'm not that strong

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, closer to you
And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, closer to you
And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, closer to you
And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
Leads me to you, leads me to you

I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
That's why I need you

Song of the day:Fire fall Down (my life song right now :))

You bought my life with the
Blood that You shed on the cross
When You died for the sins of men
And You let out a cry
Crucified now alive in e

These hands are Yours
Teach them to serve as You please
And I'll reach out desperate to see
All the greatness of God
May my soul rest assured in You

I'll never be the same
No I'll never be the same

Cause I know that You're alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I'll sing to glorify
Your Holy Name
Jesus Christ

You changed it all
You broke down the wall
When I spoke and confessed
In You I'm blessed
Now I walk in the light
In victorious sight of You

Your fire fall down
Fall down
On us we pray
As we seek

Show me Your heart
Show me Your way
Show me Your glory

:)

Each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up. (Romans 15:2) 

I have an assignment for everyone today! Pick one person or many and build them up today. Encourage them,pray for them, let them know how much you adore them! Today a gentleman walked into the office and said I had a gorgeous smile. It made me happy to know other people love my smile even when I don't. Let's start building people up instead of tearing them down!:) 

Create in me a pure heart..

Create in me a pure heart, O God,and renew a steadfast spirit within me. (Psalm 51:10) 

It's amazing when you get two things at two different times in life and they have the same meaning. The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. (1 Timothy 1:5) This verse sums up my life right here:Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. (2 Timothy 2:22) For I once was dumb and stupid but now I'm pure and clean. :) This verse is just a reminder of how to live my life. :) 

So the first picture is something a lady in my church wrote for me. It was something God gave her because she didn't know anything about my life and it matched up prefect. It gave me a lot of Hope and Faith. There is also three  counts in my life where people told me God was pleased with me. Which makes a lot of sense because I strive to make people happy. To know I'm making my Father happy brings me great joy. 

The picture of the heart stone is my favorite thing ever. It was given to me by a lady who I look to as a mom. She's is the sweetest lady you will ever met! Her heart is so kind. She is so loving. :) She said that everyone wanted that stone but she said no. The Holy Spirit led her to give it to me. I was about to cry! She said she didn't know why. But right away I knew it meant pure heart. I'm making it my goal to keep a pure and clean heart. 

I have three words to say:God your amazing!

Three more would be:Father I love you!

Two words:Thank you!

:) 

:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gC5XSmcijE&feature=youtube_gdata_player 

I just heard this song and smiled. Such a prefect song.;) The kid in the video above is way to cute! Could be my kid! Lol (red hair,braces,plaid shirt!) 

You're insecure, don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make-up to cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful
Oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on, you got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why you're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eye, eye, eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful
Oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh
You don't know you're beautiful

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

:) Beautiful Love by The Afters ;)

Far away, I feel your beating heart 
All alone, beneath the crystal stars 
Staring into space, what a lonely face 
I'll try to find my place with you 

[chorus]
What a beautiful smile 
Can I stay for awhile? 
On this beautiful night 
We'll make everything right 
My beautiful love, my beautiful love 

Larger than the moon, my love for you 
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through 
The secret of the world is written in the stars 
I'm carrying your heart in mine 

[chorus]
What a beautiful smile 
Can I stay for awhile? 
On this beautiful night 
We'll make everything right 
My beautiful love 

Maybe a greater thing will happen 
Maybe all will see 
Maybe our love will catch like fire 
As it burns through me 
[3x]

[chorus]

What a beautiful smile 
Can I stay for awhile? 
On this beautiful night 
We'll make everything right 
[2x]

My beautiful love 
La la la la love 
La la la la love 

My beautiful 
La la la la love 
La la la la love 

My beautiful love

The soreness and bruised I'm feeling now is nothing compared to what Jesus felt on the cross. 

Jesus:

God's only Son 

A human 

Same pain as we feel Today He felt Then

Died for our sins 

Sitting on the right hand of the throne 

Coming to take all of God's children home 

Will you be going? 

In the movie the passion we see a clip of Jesus being beaten and hunged on the cross. The vivid image they show it really only a glimps I believe of what really happen. But Jesus loved His Farher and us so much that He did that for us! Jesus was a human so He could have said no. But He was so obedient to God His Father that He said yes. We say to one another "I would die for you!" but how many of us would actually follow through with this? Jesus said I would die for you and did! Please note I'm not trying to guilt trip anyone here. I just know the truth and freedom and don't want anyone going to hell. No matter what you have done in your life you can still be saved. It's easy! All you have to do is ask Jesus into your heart and really mean it. Then next step is to get baptize. After that you should pray and read the Bible daily. Follow God with all your heart. The road won't be easy, but God is there for you! He loves you. 

Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double‑minded. (James 4:8)

God gave me the desire to do missions. If there was a possibility to go now I would. I used to think about missions a lot and lately I haven't. But for some reason it's on my mind alot again. Like when I think I can't stand this town I'm reminded that soon I wont be in this town. Or thinking about waking up in Africa,Asia, and everywhere els! How amazing that feeling is going to be. I'm so excited I can't wait. To help and save babies,kids,teens,adults. That is going to bring me great joy! Lately I've been going through a lot of trails. I've been like ugh whyyy!? And I'm reminded it's to make me stronger and to be well prepared for the future. Like I always say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!" I know I have a lot of growing to do still and Dear God I'm open. I'm yours. Grow me mold me into what you want me to be. God I realize without you I'm nothing. I'm putting my walls down. Each day I'm fighting hard for things in my life. I'm going to be so glad that day when I don't have too. But each day I'm proving who I really am.  God promises us He won't give us to much that we can't handle. And I thank you Father for that promise. Father if there one thing I ask it's that the desire you placed on my heart,that one that is so speical, would come true in your timing. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. (John 15:7) I thank you for given me that verse. You gave it to me at the encounter. I will never forget it. God I place my life in your arms. I know you will take care of me. You have so far. My trust and hope is in you! I love you so much Father. Your amazing. :) 

Song of day! :) Amen :)

So your life feels like it don't make sense
And you think to yourself, 'I'm a good person'
So why do these things keep happening?
Why you gotta deal with them?

You may be knocked down now 
but don't forget what He said, He said

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and No-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said

Who you are ain't what your going through
So don't let it get the best of you
Cause God knows everything you need, 
so you ain't gotta worry

You may be knocked down now
but just believe what He said, He said

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and No-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said

Don't fear when you go through the fire
Hang on when it's down to the wire
Stand tall and remember what He said

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break...

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and No-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said