God cares!

Who cares? 
This seems to be on a few people's minds lately. Mine being one. Who cares about me? I'm going to be open with you all okay. I hate hate hate being alone. I can't stand being alone. I have to know someone cares about me. Growing up the middle child in a house of seven, you tend to be forgotten about. It never fails like when we go out to eat, I always get my food last or they forget to put my order in. One time we went to DQ and my dad ordered Icecream for everyone but me. I was like... This is just nice.:( it's not like they mean to do it but it does hurt. The past few weeks I've been in a no one cares mind set. But in all reality people do care about you. And there will always be one person that will NEVER stop caring! Jesus! My best friend I know cares about me. But right now they can't be there for me like they want to be. Like I want them to be. I thought they didn't care about me anymore. But in all reality they care about me so much that they want to do things right in their life. I see that. Although at times it's hard for me to accept that and do the same. I'm trying. And I'm sorry, I really am trying. And I appreciate from the bottom of my heart for doing things right! I have a really great friend who's on the same page as me with this who cares about me state. I just want to let my friend know that I care. And Jesus does. When everyone doesn't seem to care I will always care! "Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got Me and Jesus by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you got me and Jesus" I some times wonder why God do I have to be the one who goes through this no one cares state. God I know you always care about me! I truly do. Why? God reminds me if I haven't let you go through that.. How will you help other people get thought this state. And then God places people in my life who needs help in this area. God has a sense of humor at times. Lol I love helping people. It's why I'm here on this planet to help other people. People might think my life is perfect but it's not. I just don't open up until I really feel like they need to hear my story. I've been through a lot in my life. God gets all the glory to where I was to who I am now. I thank God for my testimony because I can help other people with it. Our testimonies are proof of what God can do. Never be ashamed by it. Uses it to help others change their lives too! As for me I know people care about me. I know God does. I know I'm loved by the king. I'm okay with being alone. Me being alone is just a better way for me to fall in love with my God like never before. God is writing my story. I know there's a lot more to come in life. Good times and bad. Tests for sure. But God loves me and will use me. I know that for sure, He already has and I'm not going to prevent Him to use me more. I'm His. He's called me to missions. I'm going to be a missionary. Everything thats happen to me in life just gave me a better testimony of how great our God really is. 
Father God, 
I sit here with tears in my eyes thinking about how great and wonderful you truly are! Taking me from ashes to beauty. Your a glorious God. Amazing God! Wonderful Father. Father God I pray for the people who don't feel like anyone cares! Father please wrap them in your mighty arms and let them know that YOU care! You love and care about your children. Fallen or close! Father let everyone knee bow and every heart cry out to you! Father God your holy and wonderful!!! No questions asked! I love you so much! In Jesus Holy name I pray Amen! 
Glory to God forever and ever amen!