Update :)

A longing fulfilled is sweet to the soul (Proverbs 13:19) 

I know I haven't been blogging much lately. I've been so busy it's hard to find time too. If God has been showing me something it's not to run away from my problems. Last week starting off with a current situation in my life. I had to firgure out what to do. My best friend is an awesome best friend. Although we barely talk and see each other. It seem like everyone wanted to point out my friends flaws. I pushed off everything for a while because I didn't want to deal with it. Proverbs 13:19 the first half explains how I feel. My parents say I have a good heart and see the good in everyone. Which is true. But I can't explain how I feel about my friend. I see the good in my friend when no one els does. I never want to lose my friend but wish things were different.I never fought so hard. 

 Last day of vbs I had a kid in my group throw up. I can normally handle puke and all but this time I couldn't. I felt horrible but I had to leave the room. Well the first thing I did was Scream help. After being harrassed about leaving the room I felt bad. I know it was my responsibility to clean it up but it was to hard and I left. My pastor said I should have puked too so people felt bad for me. Lol

Saturday I was asked to do a girls hair for her pageant. It was my first time doing it and I was already nervous. I started to freak out when nothing would work and I spent from 3:30-5 trying to firgure out what to do. I started to panick and my mom had to stop me and pray for me. I should have done that in the first place. I ended up figuring something out and it turned out good. 

So the lesson of my stories... 

Don't worry. Don't stress.  Stop and pray! God will give you the help and strength you need. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. (Philippians 4:6)