I'm my life I always want God to grow me. To go from glory to glory to glory. I have trouble keeping my mouth shut at home. I always feel like I have to defend myself. For example last night I was doing the dishes and not realizing I was shutting thing to hard. My dad said something about it and instead of me getting an additude and trying to defend myself I just simply said yes sir I'm sorry and left it at that. Last night there was another time when I was tested in this area. I thought wow.. I know this is a test and I want to pass it. Both times I did! Later I thought " God is really changing me for me to keep my mouth shut both times. " God uses people in life to test us  if we realize it or not, He does. If your going through a test right now it just means theres something great ahead of you. God is just prepearing you now. I said something this week and hear it again last night. I had to laugh when I heard it again because I was like okay God I know this is from you.. My pastor wife was saying how when we go through test God is changing us from glory to glory to glory. And that when we are tested its to increase our faith. And all of this got said after me and my best friend were talking about faith and having stronger faith. So I really know we will and are being put to the test.

Also last night I decided I was going to fast for a week. So of course anything we do for God the devil hates. he's going to be on his A game for sure. But that means I just have to be in my G (God)game and remember what authority I have over the devil. And remember what's true and cast out what's not! In the powerful, wonderful, most highest, awesome name of Jesus Christ! 

He appointed twelve–designating them apostles–that they might be with him and that he might send them out to preach and to have authority to drive out demons. (Mark 3:14, 15 NIV84)