God cares!

Who cares? 
This seems to be on a few people's minds lately. Mine being one. Who cares about me? I'm going to be open with you all okay. I hate hate hate being alone. I can't stand being alone. I have to know someone cares about me. Growing up the middle child in a house of seven, you tend to be forgotten about. It never fails like when we go out to eat, I always get my food last or they forget to put my order in. One time we went to DQ and my dad ordered Icecream for everyone but me. I was like... This is just nice.:( it's not like they mean to do it but it does hurt. The past few weeks I've been in a no one cares mind set. But in all reality people do care about you. And there will always be one person that will NEVER stop caring! Jesus! My best friend I know cares about me. But right now they can't be there for me like they want to be. Like I want them to be. I thought they didn't care about me anymore. But in all reality they care about me so much that they want to do things right in their life. I see that. Although at times it's hard for me to accept that and do the same. I'm trying. And I'm sorry, I really am trying. And I appreciate from the bottom of my heart for doing things right! I have a really great friend who's on the same page as me with this who cares about me state. I just want to let my friend know that I care. And Jesus does. When everyone doesn't seem to care I will always care! "Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got Me and Jesus by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you got me and Jesus" I some times wonder why God do I have to be the one who goes through this no one cares state. God I know you always care about me! I truly do. Why? God reminds me if I haven't let you go through that.. How will you help other people get thought this state. And then God places people in my life who needs help in this area. God has a sense of humor at times. Lol I love helping people. It's why I'm here on this planet to help other people. People might think my life is perfect but it's not. I just don't open up until I really feel like they need to hear my story. I've been through a lot in my life. God gets all the glory to where I was to who I am now. I thank God for my testimony because I can help other people with it. Our testimonies are proof of what God can do. Never be ashamed by it. Uses it to help others change their lives too! As for me I know people care about me. I know God does. I know I'm loved by the king. I'm okay with being alone. Me being alone is just a better way for me to fall in love with my God like never before. God is writing my story. I know there's a lot more to come in life. Good times and bad. Tests for sure. But God loves me and will use me. I know that for sure, He already has and I'm not going to prevent Him to use me more. I'm His. He's called me to missions. I'm going to be a missionary. Everything thats happen to me in life just gave me a better testimony of how great our God really is. 
Father God, 
I sit here with tears in my eyes thinking about how great and wonderful you truly are! Taking me from ashes to beauty. Your a glorious God. Amazing God! Wonderful Father. Father God I pray for the people who don't feel like anyone cares! Father please wrap them in your mighty arms and let them know that YOU care! You love and care about your children. Fallen or close! Father let everyone knee bow and every heart cry out to you! Father God your holy and wonderful!!! No questions asked! I love you so much! In Jesus Holy name I pray Amen! 
Glory to God forever and ever amen! 

I love this song! Explains how I feel :)

Audience Of One lyrics
Songwriters: Weaver, Michael;

I come on my knees to lay down before You
Bringing all that I am longing only to know You
Seeking Your face and not only Your hand
I find You embracing me, just as I am

And I lift these songs
To You and You alone
As I sing to You
In my praises make Your home

To my audience of one
You are Father and You are Son
As your spirit flows free
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise You

And now just to know You more
Has become my great reward
To see Your kingdom come
And Your will be done
I only desire to be Yours, Lord

So what could I bring to honor Your Majesty?
What song could I sing?
That would move the heart of royalty
And all that I have is the life that You?ve given me
So Lord, let me live for You, my song with humility


And Lord, as the love song
Of my life is played
I have one desire
To bring glory to Your name

To my audience of one
You are Father and You are Son
As your spirit flows free
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise You

And now just to know You more
Has become my great reward
To see Your kingdom come
And Your will be done
I only desire to be Yours, Lord

And we lift these songs
To You and You alone
As we live for You
In our praises make Your home

To my audience of one
You are Father and You are Son
As your spirit flows free
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise You

And now just to know You more
Has become my great reward
To see Your kingdom come
And Your will be done
I only desire to be Yours, Lord

Yours alone, You alone, yeah

My favorite song recently :)

Somedays I’m feelin’ like I
Can’t win, can’t get it right and it
Don’t matter how hard I try
Today is not my day
When it feels like I’m going crazy
And it looks like nothings changing
Come sun come rainy day
You are still the same

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and night
In the good, in the hurt
In the places I hide
When I rise, when I fall
You’ll be there through it all
At the start, at the end In the center of the center of it

Some nights I lay awake and I
Can’t push these thoughts away
I’m worried where I’m gonna go
Where I’m gonna be are You gonna be there for me
When it feels like the doors are closing
Gotta trust that You’re doing something
Come sun come rainy day
You are all I need

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and night
In the good, in the hurt
In the places I hide
When I rise, when I fall You’ll be there through it all
At the start, at the end
In the center of the center of it

There will be days I will forget
Everything You’ve done for me
But when I go back there again
I’m reminded

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and night

In the dark, in the light
In the morning and the night
In the good, in the hurt
In the places I hide
When I rise, when I fall You’ll be there through it all
At the start, at the end
In the center of the center of it
The center of it all, the center of it
In the loss, in the win
In the beauty and the sin
At the start, at the end
In the center of the center of it

Hello again.. 
I haven't been writing a lot lately. I just haven't been in the greatest mood. Been under attack by everything this week. For some stupid reason instead of realizing the attack and rebuking it right away, I let it eat at me. Until I knew I couldn't take it anymore! Maybe I'm a bit stubborn. Maybe I just wanted people to really care about me. But people really do if I realize it or not. If we realize it or not. There will always be someone who has your back 24/7. Jesus. My sweet wonderful Jesus. When are we going to learn Jesus is the only way. When are we going to learn Jesus is there for us? When are we going to learn if we trust Him.. Give Him our 100%.. He will help us? This week I've been feeling pretty sick. I was in a pity party state. I was in a no one cares state. I was in a don't care, leave me alone state. I would ask people to pray for me but really wouldn't pray for myself. Honestly I have NO clue why I was in this state. Maybe it's because I felt like I've fallen away from God some. Maybe it was because I was spending time watching tv then reading my Bible. Guys, if you feel like you should read your Bible there's a reason. If you feel the Holy Spirit tugging your heart too, there's a reason. I will have to say God is so loving. No matter how away you feel from Him, He's right there. He's watching you and protecting you. Because He loves you that much! He loves me that much. Tuesday night I was so tired of being sick. I prayed out my heart to be healed. Wednesday I woke up feeling fine again! PTL. It was time for me to get back on the right track. It was time to stop putting meaning less stuff over God. It was time to get serious again about God. It's so easy to get off track but once your on the right track, it's a much better track. What I love about God is that during this all, He still was using me to reach out to younger girls. PTL. How wonderful is that. It's like I was saying I'm not good enough God for you to use and He was saying Hannah yes you are! And shown me I was! There's nothing I love more than my God! :) 
I waited patiently for the Lord;

he turned to me and heard my cry. 

 He lifted me out of the slimy pit,

out of the mud and mire; 

he set my feet on a rock 

and gave me a firm place to stand. 

 He put a new song in my mouth,

a hymn of praise to our God. 

Many will see and fear 

and put their trust in the Lord.

 Blessed is the man

who makes the Lord his trust,

who does not look to the proud, 

to those who turn aside to false gods.

 Many, O Lord my God,

are the wonders you have done. 

The things you planned for us 

no one can recount to you; 

were I to speak and tell of them, 

they would be too many to declare. (Psalm 40:1-5 NIV84)

So true! Joyce Meyer..

In my life I'm always having people saying you should do this or that. Trying to run my life for me. So this is perfect for me today! PTL:) we only need to be working on pleasing God and living for Him!! 

You're Only Accountable to God 

Too many people never get around to fulfilling God's purpose for their life because they're so busy keeping everyone else happy. The world is filled with people who think they know what you should be doing with your life. 

But the Bible says you will give an account to God, not anyone else, of how you've lived. So if you're not already doing so, you need to start living in a way that will enable you to stand before Him without shame. 

Are you daring enough to follow your heart rather than the crowd? Are you focused even when many voices try to draw you away from your purpose? 

There are two kinds of people in the world: those who wait for something to happen and those who make things happen. God has called you to do great things for His Kingdom, don't shy away from it. 

You need to be intentional. You need to live life on purpose. Don't just wait around to see what everyone else is going to do and then follow the crowd. Stir yourself up, make a decision, and get going! 

Prayer Starter: Lord, I only want to live my life to please You, not others. I boldly step into the purpose You have for me. I will not sit back, but I will purposefully live my life for You.

This is how I feel..

It's been so long since
You felt like you were loved
So what went wrong
But do you know
There's a place where you belong
Here in My Arms

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

The pain inside
Has erased your hope for love
Soon you will find
That I'll give you all
That your heart could ever want
And so much more

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

You just call My name
You just call My name
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name


The love I have for you is so alive
The love I have for you is so alive
You just call My name

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got Yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end you're still my friend, at least we did intend for us to work
We didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

So easy is our life, what's mine is yours and yours mine. Hardly do we ever fight, we'd rather be kind

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get dark
Healing this broken heart
And I know I'm worth it
I'm worth it

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, 
I am loved, we've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We've got a lot to learn
And we're worth it

I won't give up 

Be YOURSELF!

So! This girl started to follow me on twitter and turns out she has been coming to my church. Me being me(blonde!) just put them two together. Today she made a comment that I was really pretty and she loved my personality. She also said having Godly infulence in her life is great.In life we always try to be what other people want us to be. What the world wants us to be. I want to be who I am. Who God calls me to be. His Disciple. It goes to show of you just be yourself, people will notice God in you. (if your a Christian) John 13:35 is a great verse! By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." (John 13:35) Truly having a loving heart isn't hard. Once you realize He loved us first it makes things easier. That's biblical too! We love because he first loved us. (1 John 4:19) I encourage you all today to be yourself. People will notice God in you if your just yourself and no body els. And love people! Love them because you choose to love them. People aren't perfect, and your not perfect but God still loves you. Love people because they are God's people. I'm learning to take a step out side my comfort zone and reach out to people. If God places someone in your life, you can bet its for a reason. ( probably to get them saved) God loves you and wants you to be His hands and feet. :) 

Blessings

Good evening my faithful readers!

Here where I live we have the real life children's ranch. They take in kids who were abandon by their parents. It's a really wonderful thing what they do for these kids! Some of the kids have been coming to my church. Every Sunday I make sure I go and say hi. This past Sunday a little girl who was 7(and the sweetest thing ever!!) and me just clicked right away. She grabbed ahold of my legs and wouldn't let me go. During vbs I had a little 5 year old from the ranch in my group. He was so sweet and nice. One of my co leaders didn't know he was from the ranch and told him he had to wait for his parents. My heart broke when he said " I don't have a mom or dad." a little 5 year old boy saying this! I thought how in the world could anyone abandon this precious gift from God!? These kids didn't have a choice. They didn't say I want to be left. They just were. We all take so many things in life for granted. I have a home and a family. These kids don't. Although my parents drive me crazy at times, I have them. God gives us so many blessings in life that we don't see. Many we should open our eyes open more and realize just how blessed we are! Not saying this in a boastful way but God has giving me a heart for kids. I love them to death. Seeing just these few kids without parents made me want to do something. I'm working on seeing what I have to do to volunteer there. Giving up my time to just show these kids hey there is someone who cares for you. God will place people in your life. He gives you blessings. What you do with the blessing is up to you. But I know I want to make my Father happy. I know what blessings He gives me and I want to take good care of them. Because one day these blessings won't be in our life if we don't. What's God blessing you with tonight? Comment and let me know! Don't forget to email me your prayer request at hityourkneesinprayer@gmail.com 

But the Lord said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7 NIV)

Yes, this will be the blessing

for the man who fears the Lord. (Psalm 128:4 NIV)

Afraid to love
Something that could break
Could I move on
If you were torn away?
And I'm so close to what I can't control
I can't give you half my heart
And pray He makes you whole

(Chorus)
You're gonna have all of me 
You're gonna have all of me
'Cause you're worth every falling tear
You're worth facing any fear
You're gonna know all my love
Even if it's not enough
Enough to mend our broken hearts
But giving you all of me is where I'll start

I won't let sadness steal you from my arms
I won't let pain keep you from my heart
I'll trade the fear of all that I could lose
For every moment I share with you

Chorus

Heaven brought you to this moment, it's too wonderful to speak
You're worth all of me, you're worth all of me
So let me recklessly love you, even if I bleed
You're worth all of me, you're worth all of me

Chorus (X2)

It's where I'll start 

:)

Dark clouds gather 'round
There's every reason to back down
Your excuses are running out
But now's no time to leave

Just tryin' to walk the line
It's not enough to get by
All it does is keep you blind
But if you truly want to see

Turn and face the wind
Let the storm begin

Love's not safe at all
Love might let you fall
Love's not easy
But it's good, it's good, it's good
Love will take your time
Love might feel unkind
Love will break you
But it's good, it's good, it's good
Oh it's good

It's ok to start again
You've got to lose to win
And right where the end begins
That's where you find yourself

Losing all control
Finally letting go

Love's not safe at all
Love might let you fall
Love's not easy
But it's good, it's good, it's good
Love will take your time
Love might feel unkind
Love will break you
But it's good, it's good, it's good
I know it's good

Anything good in life's
Gonna take a sacrifice
Don't let up when it's tough
Don't ever give up the fight (x3)
Everything you need in life
Was given by his sacrifice
I will give it all to you
I will give it all to Christ

He's not safe at all
He might let you fall
He's not easy
But He's good
I know He's good
He will take your time
He might feel unkind
He will break you
But He's good, He's good, He's good
I know He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good
I know He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good
I know He's good
He's good, He's good, He's good 

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.

 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,”says the Lord. On the contrary:

“If your enemy is hungry, feed him; 

if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. 

In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:9-21 NIV84)

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self‑seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. (1 Corinthians 13:1-13 NIV84)

Joyce Meyer(so good! So true! Perfect for today!)

The Key to Possessing Your Promised Land 

God wants to lead you into your promised land...after all, you have been recreated in Christ, born anew, that you might live the good life that God prearranged for you. But to follow God into that life, He will have to prepare you first, and that means some things will need to change. 

Now, don't be afraid of the word change; it just means that you stop doing some things you've been doing and start doing some things you haven't been doing. For example, stop thinking negative thoughts and start thinking positively, stop settling in your comfort zone and step out of the boat, stop procrastinating and start taking the opportunities that arise. 

It's not enough to just read about and talk about the Promised Land. Decide that you are going to possess your promised land. God is good; He will lead you there. Just be willing to follow and accept the positive changes that God wants to bring to your life as He prepares you to be a blessing to others. 

Prayer Starter: Holy Spirit, show me the changes I need to make in order to possess my promised land. Thank You for preparing me to be a blessing to others and fulfill the destiny You have for me.

If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of
Then cool is just how far we have to fall
And I am not immune, I only wanna be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall

Can I lose my need to impress?
If you want the truth, I need to confess

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

Burn away the pride, bring me to my weakness
'Til everything I hide behind is gone
And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on
'Cuz honestly, I'm not that strong

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, closer to you
And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, closer to you
And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, closer to you
And now I'm moved, and now I'm moved, and now I'm moved

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
Leads me to you, leads me to you

I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
That's why I need you

Song of the day:Fire fall Down (my life song right now :))

You bought my life with the
Blood that You shed on the cross
When You died for the sins of men
And You let out a cry
Crucified now alive in e

These hands are Yours
Teach them to serve as You please
And I'll reach out desperate to see
All the greatness of God
May my soul rest assured in You

I'll never be the same
No I'll never be the same

Cause I know that You're alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I'll sing to glorify
Your Holy Name
Jesus Christ

You changed it all
You broke down the wall
When I spoke and confessed
In You I'm blessed
Now I walk in the light
In victorious sight of You

Your fire fall down
Fall down
On us we pray
As we seek

Show me Your heart
Show me Your way
Show me Your glory

:)

Each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up. (Romans 15:2) 

I have an assignment for everyone today! Pick one person or many and build them up today. Encourage them,pray for them, let them know how much you adore them! Today a gentleman walked into the office and said I had a gorgeous smile. It made me happy to know other people love my smile even when I don't. Let's start building people up instead of tearing them down!:) 

Create in me a pure heart..

Create in me a pure heart, O God,and renew a steadfast spirit within me. (Psalm 51:10) 

It's amazing when you get two things at two different times in life and they have the same meaning. The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. (1 Timothy 1:5) This verse sums up my life right here:Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. (2 Timothy 2:22) For I once was dumb and stupid but now I'm pure and clean. :) This verse is just a reminder of how to live my life. :) 

So the first picture is something a lady in my church wrote for me. It was something God gave her because she didn't know anything about my life and it matched up prefect. It gave me a lot of Hope and Faith. There is also three  counts in my life where people told me God was pleased with me. Which makes a lot of sense because I strive to make people happy. To know I'm making my Father happy brings me great joy. 

The picture of the heart stone is my favorite thing ever. It was given to me by a lady who I look to as a mom. She's is the sweetest lady you will ever met! Her heart is so kind. She is so loving. :) She said that everyone wanted that stone but she said no. The Holy Spirit led her to give it to me. I was about to cry! She said she didn't know why. But right away I knew it meant pure heart. I'm making it my goal to keep a pure and clean heart. 

I have three words to say:God your amazing!

Three more would be:Father I love you!

Two words:Thank you!

:) 

:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gC5XSmcijE&feature=youtube_gdata_player 

I just heard this song and smiled. Such a prefect song.;) The kid in the video above is way to cute! Could be my kid! Lol (red hair,braces,plaid shirt!) 

You're insecure, don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make-up to cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful
Oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on, you got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why you're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eye, eye, eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful
Oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh
You don't know you're beautiful

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful

:) Beautiful Love by The Afters ;)

Far away, I feel your beating heart 
All alone, beneath the crystal stars 
Staring into space, what a lonely face 
I'll try to find my place with you 

[chorus]
What a beautiful smile 
Can I stay for awhile? 
On this beautiful night 
We'll make everything right 
My beautiful love, my beautiful love 

Larger than the moon, my love for you 
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through 
The secret of the world is written in the stars 
I'm carrying your heart in mine 

[chorus]
What a beautiful smile 
Can I stay for awhile? 
On this beautiful night 
We'll make everything right 
My beautiful love 

Maybe a greater thing will happen 
Maybe all will see 
Maybe our love will catch like fire 
As it burns through me 
[3x]

[chorus]

What a beautiful smile 
Can I stay for awhile? 
On this beautiful night 
We'll make everything right 
[2x]

My beautiful love 
La la la la love 
La la la la love 

My beautiful 
La la la la love 
La la la la love 

My beautiful love

The soreness and bruised I'm feeling now is nothing compared to what Jesus felt on the cross. 

Jesus:

God's only Son 

A human 

Same pain as we feel Today He felt Then

Died for our sins 

Sitting on the right hand of the throne 

Coming to take all of God's children home 

Will you be going? 

In the movie the passion we see a clip of Jesus being beaten and hunged on the cross. The vivid image they show it really only a glimps I believe of what really happen. But Jesus loved His Farher and us so much that He did that for us! Jesus was a human so He could have said no. But He was so obedient to God His Father that He said yes. We say to one another "I would die for you!" but how many of us would actually follow through with this? Jesus said I would die for you and did! Please note I'm not trying to guilt trip anyone here. I just know the truth and freedom and don't want anyone going to hell. No matter what you have done in your life you can still be saved. It's easy! All you have to do is ask Jesus into your heart and really mean it. Then next step is to get baptize. After that you should pray and read the Bible daily. Follow God with all your heart. The road won't be easy, but God is there for you! He loves you. 

Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double‑minded. (James 4:8)

God gave me the desire to do missions. If there was a possibility to go now I would. I used to think about missions a lot and lately I haven't. But for some reason it's on my mind alot again. Like when I think I can't stand this town I'm reminded that soon I wont be in this town. Or thinking about waking up in Africa,Asia, and everywhere els! How amazing that feeling is going to be. I'm so excited I can't wait. To help and save babies,kids,teens,adults. That is going to bring me great joy! Lately I've been going through a lot of trails. I've been like ugh whyyy!? And I'm reminded it's to make me stronger and to be well prepared for the future. Like I always say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!" I know I have a lot of growing to do still and Dear God I'm open. I'm yours. Grow me mold me into what you want me to be. God I realize without you I'm nothing. I'm putting my walls down. Each day I'm fighting hard for things in my life. I'm going to be so glad that day when I don't have too. But each day I'm proving who I really am.  God promises us He won't give us to much that we can't handle. And I thank you Father for that promise. Father if there one thing I ask it's that the desire you placed on my heart,that one that is so speical, would come true in your timing. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. (John 15:7) I thank you for given me that verse. You gave it to me at the encounter. I will never forget it. God I place my life in your arms. I know you will take care of me. You have so far. My trust and hope is in you! I love you so much Father. Your amazing. :) 

Song of day! :) Amen :)

So your life feels like it don't make sense
And you think to yourself, 'I'm a good person'
So why do these things keep happening?
Why you gotta deal with them?

You may be knocked down now 
but don't forget what He said, He said

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and No-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said

Who you are ain't what your going through
So don't let it get the best of you
Cause God knows everything you need, 
so you ain't gotta worry

You may be knocked down now
but just believe what He said, He said

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and No-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said

Don't fear when you go through the fire
Hang on when it's down to the wire
Stand tall and remember what He said

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break...

I won't give you more, more then you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and No-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said

:) <3 Beautiful song :)

I wanna be the one who knows everything about you
I wanna be the one who's always on your mind
I wanna be the one to get all your affection, attention
You're the one I've been waiting for, all this time
And I can't imagine anything, anything better than

CHORUS
Someday falling in love with you
Holding your hand, making our plans
All come true
Someday under a sky so blue
I'll give you my heart
Our story will start
Someday soon

I wanna be the one who does everything with you
Watching stars, washing cars, taking walks, going to the store
I wanna be the one who gets to change her last name someday
that sounds something more like yours
And I can't imagine anything, anything better than

CHORUS
Someday falling in love with you
Holding your hand, making our plans
All come true
Someday under a sky so blue
I'll give you my heart
Our story will start
Someday soon
Someday soon

Yeah I'll be telling you I love you
On a picture perfect day
And those words inside my head
They sound like angels singing praise
It's what I was made to say

CHORUS
Someday falling in love with you
Holding your hand, making our plans
All come true
Someday under a sky so blue
I'll give you my heart
Our story will start
Someday soon
Someday soon

Another note..

If your posting the pictures for attention,you will end up getting the wrong kind. Girls there are many great guys out there who will love and respect you for you. They will love you for your heart and not your body. They are rare to find but they are out there. You just have to be patience and wait on God's timing. And when you find a guy who thinks your beautiful with no make up and in your pjs, hold onto him. :) For then you truly know he loves you for your heart. :) 

Sad..not prefect but I try my best...

Its really sad seeing all these girls my age posting pictures drinking,in the bathing suites,and have belly rings. It's seems like that's the trend for girls my age. It's really is sad. I saw this picture where these girls had their stomach all showing with a caption that said " if you got it flaunt it;)" when does this become okay and acceptable? I will admit I have to guard my heart and my mind from taking "hot" pictures. Ive been there. Ive slipped up. As a Christian girl living in this world that's all you see these days. But we have to choice to take a stand! Girls! Your body is the the Holy Temple of God! Don't be piercing it! That's like piercing God. Respect yourself enough to say you know what this isn't right. Before you post or send a picture make sure it's acceptable to not what you think is acceptable but to what God thinks is. Like I said I'm not prefect. I slip up at times. But if you know what your doing isn't right then stop doing it. And if you do it again, God will forgive you. One of the things I learned at my encounter was truly repenting. I was doing things in my life for the "guilt free pleasure. " but I knew inside it wasn't right. I truly repented of my sins and stop doing what I was doing. I slip up here and there but I know God forgives me when I ask for forgiveness and I work at not committing that sin again. And if your are posting pictures drinking and people know your underage.. Don't you think theres a small problem there? Just saying.. Respect yourself. Respect God. :) 

;)

Your baby blues, so full of wonder
Your curly cues, your contagious smile
And as I watch, you start to grow up
All I can do is hold you tight

Knowing clouds will rage
And storms will race in but you will be safe in my arms
Rains will pour down, waves will crash all around
But you will be safe in my arms

Story books full of fairy tales
Of kings and queens and the bluest skies
My heart is torn just in knowing
You'll someday see the truth from lies

When the clouds will rage
And storms will race in but you will be safe in my arms
Rains will pour down, waves will crash all around
But you will be safe in my arms

Castles they might crumble
Dreams may not come true
But you are never all alone
Because I will always, always love you

When the clouds will rage
And storms will race in but you will be safe in my arms
Rains will pour down, waves will crash all around
But you will be safe in my arms, in my arms

Update :)

A longing fulfilled is sweet to the soul (Proverbs 13:19) 

I know I haven't been blogging much lately. I've been so busy it's hard to find time too. If God has been showing me something it's not to run away from my problems. Last week starting off with a current situation in my life. I had to firgure out what to do. My best friend is an awesome best friend. Although we barely talk and see each other. It seem like everyone wanted to point out my friends flaws. I pushed off everything for a while because I didn't want to deal with it. Proverbs 13:19 the first half explains how I feel. My parents say I have a good heart and see the good in everyone. Which is true. But I can't explain how I feel about my friend. I see the good in my friend when no one els does. I never want to lose my friend but wish things were different.I never fought so hard. 

 Last day of vbs I had a kid in my group throw up. I can normally handle puke and all but this time I couldn't. I felt horrible but I had to leave the room. Well the first thing I did was Scream help. After being harrassed about leaving the room I felt bad. I know it was my responsibility to clean it up but it was to hard and I left. My pastor said I should have puked too so people felt bad for me. Lol

Saturday I was asked to do a girls hair for her pageant. It was my first time doing it and I was already nervous. I started to freak out when nothing would work and I spent from 3:30-5 trying to firgure out what to do. I started to panick and my mom had to stop me and pray for me. I should have done that in the first place. I ended up figuring something out and it turned out good. 

So the lesson of my stories... 

Don't worry. Don't stress.  Stop and pray! God will give you the help and strength you need. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. (Philippians 4:6)

To my bestfriend. I'm sorry. I love you:)

I'm sorry for what I said about you
Will you accept my apology?
I am sorry

Hey, now what am I to do?
I'd better think twice before I make my move
'Cause last time I didn't think it through
Don't know where it's going to go
Don't know what we're going to do
And hey, now what am I to say?
My foolish words got in the way of us being friends
Wake up, make up, can we get along again?

I don't really want to fight over something?
It's really nothing, it doesn't matter
I don't really want to scar your heart with words that hurt you
I won't hurt you

Did you feel alright, when you hung me out to dry?
Everybody knew
When you put it on the Six o'clock story on the nightly news
Now it's time to think
Through this mess of words we made
Tongues are hard to tame
Powerful as politics, sharper than a razor blade

Did you really want to fight over something?
It's really nothing, it doesn't matter
Did you really want to scar my heart with words that hurt me?
Don't hurt me
I don't really want to cry over issues
Wet tissues stick to my shoes
We can't take back words we've spoken
But I'm hoping you'll forgive me

I don't care about what you said about me
Can we agree to disagree?
I am sorry

Did you really want to fight over something?
It's really nothing, it doesn't matter
Did you really want to scar my heart with words that hurt me?
Don't hurt me
I don't really want to cry over issues
Wet tissues stick to my shoes
We can't take back words we've spoken
But I'm hoping you'll forgive me
I'm hoping you'll forgive me
I'm hoping you'll forgive me